I'm starting this at 8:38 am. I have been here for about 25 minutes and I already want to take the shuttle back home. I have to be here until 5 p.m. I don't think I can do it. I have to do it. I have to.
Show must go on and all that. But what I wouldn't give to crawl back into bed with some quiet music. It was easier this morning. My brain wasn't fully on, and it was all I could do to put one foot in front of the other. Now I've had breakfast, with orange juice. All the synapses are firing.
Deep breath. Steady heartbeats. It'll get better. It just...really really sucks right now. Maybe I'll leave early. People want to hear someone moderatly cheerful when they call customer service. I can do this.
I can do this.
Show must go on and all that. But what I wouldn't give to crawl back into bed with some quiet music. It was easier this morning. My brain wasn't fully on, and it was all I could do to put one foot in front of the other. Now I've had breakfast, with orange juice. All the synapses are firing.
Deep breath. Steady heartbeats. It'll get better. It just...really really sucks right now. Maybe I'll leave early. People want to hear someone moderatly cheerful when they call customer service. I can do this.
I can do this.