Falling Behind Like Always

My my, it has been a while kids. Welcome to my super update, with news, musings, a drabble, and a quiz all in one. Enjoy!

News: I am on the Job hunt. Need to find the skills to pay the bills and all that. I got a lead on a couple good prospects, including a writing position at Diamond Comic Distributers. I'd be one of the little blurb writers for their Preview catalouge. Besides that, I'm also going to pop by ::shudder:: Adecco and take one of their many many brain numbing tests to see if they can scrape something up for me.

I'm on the countdown to June 17th. Since I know have two songs to do in this concert, I really have to get myself ready, which means trying to cut down a little on the dairy, practicing, and figuring out what in heaven's name I'm wearing. The idol life is such hard work. Get it? Ok, bad pun, I know.

Musings: For some reason, I feel like I have little to offer people lately. Most days I can be the life of the party, or a fun person to hang with, or at the very least, an interesting conversationalist. But for some reason, I have this nagging paranoia that I'm boring people, or that I'm not bringing my share to the table. It's really aggrivating, feeling like your turning into a boring old fart. Meh.

This quiz scares me.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

And last and certainly least, a drabble bit. Azumanga Daioh/Evangelion, because the guys at work put bad ideas in my head...><

( AzuEva )